One Foot in Front of the Other
Wow! It has been so long since I sat down to do an entry and SO much has happened. The last time I sat down to share with all of you was just a couple of weeks after losing my dad. I can't believe he has been gone 4 months. It still feels like yesterday to me. I try very hard not to act like it feels like yesterday. Luckily life moves so fast that there isn't alot of time for me to sit and "soak" in my despair. Don't get me wrong, I lived a truly blessed life and I know that. God has given me so much to celebrate and rejoice over, but it is immensely hard to think about my dad and see any of those blessings in that moment. I have said it before and I fear that I will continue to feel this way; a piece of me died with my dad that day. A much bigger piece than I thought a person could lose and continue putting one foot in front of the other. I am not the same person I was 4 months ago. I really have to "try" to stay focused on the positive where it pre...