Reflections
Well, here we are in a new year yet it seems that not much has changed on our Chinese adoption front. At least it sure feels that way! It was just about a year ago that we made the decision to continue on this journey that this year (in July) will mark 3 years long so far! We (and by we I mean myself, my husband, and our agency) thought we would have our little Lily here within 6 months or so, but as we now know that was not to be. The days have turned into weeks that have turned into months. It has truly been the hardest thing I have ever had to wait for in my life. It is really such an emotional and mental toll almost daily. That is very wearing and tiring on a person.....I have truly felt that this month has been the worst for me. I don't know if I am just really wearing out or if it's the hard winter we have had this year causing me to feel so sullen lately. I try to keep myself busy with other things (really not all that hard since I have quite a few irons in the fire you...